Success is questionably lifes achievment

2009-07-14T13:48:00.004-05:00

The question of the ability to succeed has come up often. I do have the ability to succeed in whatever I choose to do. When I tell my plans to someone after being asked, what will I do later on in life,I get a "oh,they're not going to make it " expression. Damn that; No matter what situation I am in or what card life has given me to play I will play it well. I will do what it takes to finish school and work and do what I love. Become what I love and dream about on a daily basis.
Independence is wanted and is available but the struggle that can be avoided by simply taking some help is grateful. I am not stubborn and blind to know that when help is given take it and others may see weakness but you should not see it that way. You are simply doing what needs to be done in order to get on that level that stepping ladder to continue on up to the top. Life is too short to attempt it on ones own in the beginning of a new beginning,because it wastes time that could be spent actually living what needs to be lived outside of work and the attempt of success.
A baby bird may learn to fly on its own accord but the mama bird is the one that helps them attempt to learn by throwing them out of the nest.

-a mystery

Today is a day of prospect

2009-07-11T18:02:00.004-05:00

I don't think this blog has anything to do with the title. I actually don't know why the title is what it is but I like it so its not changing. lol . I spoke with my grandmother today on the phone, she is in Germany, we talked for a good 45 minutes. We talked about Germany and houses. She says if i look hard enough I can find a cheaper house to rent. Thing is I am tired of looking and am not looking forward to paying the down payment. Grown up life Is not fun. I understand bills and credit and such,but money just gets sucked away out of everywhere. Its like as if your name is Bob and for that reason I want 500 $ in cash no maybe check. Money is like a child you want it to grow and be worth something. It is your pride and joy because in a world as this your measured by how much of it you have and how it behaves. If you have 20 kids or even just 6 you get a TV show YAY!!!! If you have 20 million dollars or just 6 million you could have your wife and yourself be on a show like real housewives of richville county. Let me not get started on what it costs to be somebody in this country. I am not going to use the term an arm and a leg but I will say it costs you your soul. You go to college ready to explore your life and freedom. Whether your there for the education,sports,boobs,or jobs. Yes you learn responsibility but at what costs. Losing your passion for your major getting insecurity and changing it. And then you finally have it,you have your BA or Masters, and you look at your degree. All of a sudden you realize it doesn't say GUARANTEED JOB. You begin to panic going for jobs with dozens of other college graduates and one or two older people who look like they used to work 9 to 5 ,married,3-5 kids and ready to scream. If you go by movie standards the old desperate guy will get the job;if you go by realistic standards 50% chance he will or another college grad. What do you do? You do nothing. You do your interview act as you think they want you too or act as yourself. I say if you love the job then say I will do it for free I will intern and if you like me and my work you can offer me a paying job with in 6 weeks of my being hired right now. Well I don't know if that would work but shucks doesn't hurt trying.

-a mystery

SAIR

Success is questionably lifes achievment

Today is a day of prospect